Dumb Cunt's alternate mane

You can still draw her with the other mane, but this one just matches my dark hair.
Last week I went to the hairdresser to get my hair dyed and cut. I was hoping the new haircut would make my hair poofy but the exact opposite happened- despite the layered cut, it became straighter than before. Except my bangs, my bangs are poofy for no reason, so now everyone can see my dumb forehead and square cheeckbones. Oh well... At least I look like a rockstar. An ugly one but still.

Ha, dat Coldplay shirt I got at the concert. We bought it from a guy at the parking lot for $10, in contrast the official shirts cost like $50. The bootleg shirts are the true shirts, lol I love this crappy shirt so much, it is wonderfully colorful.

People have said to me: "oh, you look a lot like this one semi-famous girl" and I look that girl up and I gotta say, she is literally nothing that I would ever want to be or look like- overpretentious, overly artsy chick who is trying wayyy too hard to pretend she's pretty. I would never wear clothes or cut my hair like that, so I can only assume our faces look the same. Maybe someone could say "oh she soooooo bootiful" and I guess looks are subjective but to me- eh, the fact that I look like her /presumably at my best/ really, really disappoints me. I wish I looked so much different.
So a couple days ago I was thinking "why I'm so ugly lol why ?" And, ya know wat, I came to the conclusion that it doesn't matter. Being ugly isn't a negative trait, it's just an appearance trait...or whatever. And still, I won't call it "untraditional beauty" to boost my ego, hell no, I'm ugly but awesome. Some people are ugly, example- me, and that is a-okay. The more inconvenient traits you overcome, the more you prove yourself as a person and that's real beauty. I hate it when friends call me pretty because, well, after being compared to that...I will never be able to agree, but I know they say it to make me feel better and because they like my personality and that's all that matters.//but seriously, finding out I look like that chick fking gave me depression...and I don't care if it's rude against that girl, she's rich and famous, so she can take a few hits from a nobody like me heh :,^) //